Spiritual Abuse Recovery

Saturday, November 19, 2005

To my Brother's and sister's of the UPCI and those that have left it.

what I'm going to write to you please listen carefully, my heart is grieved and is grieving because of all landmines that sincere Christians step so easily into, and me being one of them. (((I thought I was saved by what I did instead of what Jesus Christ had done?)))) (((My holiness was generated by ME not by Jesus Christ?))) I had been baptized in Jesus named, I had spoken in tongues of men and angels; I also did not cut my hair for 17 years and wore dresses everywhere I went. But I know now thank GOD, that I'm not saved by the length of my hair or the clothes that I wear, it's not the name that invoked over me by the preacher that saves me but it's my heart cry to the savior to save me, that saved me.Yes you can speak the tongues of men and angels, but if you don't have love for my fellow men and women our religion is just like all the heathens, you can smash idols but whole on to our own idol of self made holiness and works of our flesh, When Jesus Christ came to this earth the religious leaders knew the law and kept it very well, but missed HIM ((((JESUS)))) completely.

It's funny I have stated "WE have the truth" I thought I was right and everybody else was wrong, there is a scripture that states he that thinks he stands beware lest he fall, also there is a way that seem right onto the man but the end is death. I once was so sure of my way or the highway, but I see how wrong I was in my spirit.

Today I thank Jesus every day for his love, compassion, gentleness, meekness, for those that truly represent him represent him in these ways. Jesus Christ is a gentleman, he did not come preaching hellfire and damnation, but he want everyone to know "I love you and I'm willing to pay whatever price I have to make a way for you." No wonder they killed him was completely out-of-the-box. If I would have lived in that time of Christ what would I have embrace Him or kill Him? I don't see that it's the knowledge of the scriptures that was my error but in the un-Christ-like spirit that I had manifest. Hey the devil knows there's one God he's not a Trinitarian Buthe's still a devil and what made him one was his PRIDE.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Our Righteousness and Holiness Is Like:

A person that believes that he can impress God by his own holiness and self-righteousness is like a poor man that is flashing a dollar bill to a multibillionaire with the elusion that he will be impressed. The foolishness of it is almost comical but the reality of the still the same. The only righteousness and holiness that any of us can possess is through the richness of Christ and excepting his gift of Calvary for our sins and putting our trust in him and him alone. It not our acts of righteousness that save us, but it was his righteous act on Calvary that saves us.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

To the Church
there is something that is on my heart lately concerning our generation and the outreach to people ensnared with church cults and occults, Jesus ca
me to heal the broken hearted. He came to proclaim liberty to the captives, to give sight to the blind, and to set at liberty the oppressed. He also said that we are to give food to the hungry, drink to the thirsty, visit those in prison, and take in strangers.

Let me tell you when I was involved in a cultic church for 17 years, I was brokenhearted, I was blind, I was in prison, I was so oppressed, starving for truth and thirsty for real love. Ask anyone who's left a cult like church and they'll tell you - "I was brokenhearted, blind, in prison, oppressed, hungry, and thirsty." Who are those in the church cults or the occults, they your neighbor, co-worker, check out lady, gas attendant, friend, bother, sister, mother, father, grandparents, could be anyone anywhere. Sometimes there easy to spot with pentagram dangling from around their neck or a long dress and no make-up or jewelry or wearing a white shirt with a tie, riding a bike knocking on doors. Oftentimes just by casual glance you've never know but after talking with them your see a grizzly hand of deception on in. How can we reach people like this? There is only one way that I see and that is to really loves them with the Christ-like love. Don’t put your nose up in the air and think you have truth and look at those as deceivers and deceived people out there. One of my common phrases to say to people “if you have more Jesus and anyone else you better love more than anybody else, because Jesus is love”

I service a lot of people involved in the occult or cults and the best way to show them love is not to reject them, not to make them think I have more truth and they are bad and I’m good, but to invite them over for lunch, sit down with them and find out what’s going on in there life, their hurts, their dreams, where are they coming from. Can I show them by my love that there valuable and precious to
Jesus?

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Making an EXIT Plan out!

Establish
X is wrong
Incorporate a plan out &
Trust God

Saturday, November 05, 2005


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SCAMS

Satan
Cunning
Assaults
Maiming
Saints

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Living
In
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Scams

Friday, November 04, 2005

THINK

Take in all information
Hear all arguments
Intricately sort information
Not adding any bias (so you can)
Know the best answer


There Be Modern Day Dragons in This Land

(spiritual abuse)

Ancient legend tells of many devastations and horrors that have dogged the steps of man. In the mystic archives of ancient minds echoing form the past the hair raising tales of snarling teeth, scaly skin, flapping wings and oval-shaped, neon-yellow, glowing eyes of a mystical beasts called “dragon”. Their dominating presence filled the sky with (a smell of fire) and brimstone, permeating the air like smog smothering today’s inner cities. Fear’s odious smell must have exuded from the heart’s blood of any who felt the behemoth’s breath as it swooped down consuming livestock, striking death blows to any who would appose them. Dragons dwelled in high and lofty places set above the inhabitants of the land, they fought for territory amongst themselves. The largest and most brutal beast inevitably reined the land. With these beast came a spell of hypnotic enchantment mesmerizing the mighty with the weak, the rich with the poor and the simple with the high intelligent. These beast’s were masters of trickery and manipulation and with their lust for power and dominion, they would presented an allusions of god likeness and with their deceptive power deceived people in to believing that their eternal destiny would be forfeited if their would not sever and hearken to their ways. In this atmosphere mingled with great fear and wonder of their trickery was birthed a religion of “Dragon Worship” with their incredible strength’s, super natural abilities and with power of their fire. the one’s that were enchanted by their spells would fight anyone to the death if they would resist the dragon’s or speck a defiling words against them. If one was sited for coming against them they were taking on God him self and instant judgment would fall on them. Multimillion became follows of the dragons and dedicated follower with out questions, blinding following these deity imposters ever whim and fancy, Only those that sought desperately for truth and were not sucked in to there scheming seductive ways, these were the non-conformists, the truth-seekers, the mavericks, and the renegades. These individuals were vanquished form the land or offered up to the dragon’s to appease their blood lust. Insurrection was a handled by public debasing along with public assassination as examples to any who would try to follow their heretical follies.

Their was many who wanted so desperately to appeases these creatures that they had embraced to be there god’s they started build might and lofty towers in their honor, but that was not enough to please them they wanted more, so they started to make alters of sacrifice to them, at first it was small things like precise gems or small amounts food, thinking that it would make the dragons happy and be honored and blessed by the dragons and establish an eternal rewards alone with personal peace. No these god of the sky wanted more from their worshipers. a trap was careful being set from which few can escape but by the time that grueling gruesome reality of the wants became known, to these poor follower it was to late they were devouring, their children, their wife’s and then the dedicated soul was devoured too.

Let it be known that heroism is not the absent of fear, but what one does in the present of fear, in the setting of this atmosphere, many wise and noble people of understanding of the true nature of the that wicked beast at hand, mangled in overwhelming fear conspired in secret one with another on how to rid themselves and loosens the grip of such evil that held the land and its inhabitants in a tyranny of terror and great deception. Afraid for those they loved, many a courageous defender climbed with sword and shield in hand to the towering, lofty dragon lair…most to their doom; pitiful few to a transitory victory.

These stories of old remain relevant and let it be known today, there are dragons in our modern world! I, myself have by a hair's breadth escaped the clutches of just such a brutal beast. What's more, I have come to warn you of what should be the disturbing reality of that insidious existence in our society today. They may not come to you with snarling teeth, scaly skin, flapping wings, and oval-shaped, neon-yellow, glowing eyes; no they are camouflaged, most likely wearing a suit and tie, bearing a prize-winning smile as they hold a microphone in one hand and a Bible in the other. They are modern-day unholy terrors and I have lived under the autocracy of their mind twisting mental strongholds and truly, the sadness of my story is this: there are untold millions in their talented talons of fear today and even more that have been consumed to ashes of hopeless by their hot fire and brimstone of condemnation.

Who are these brutal fire breathing dragons of which I speak? They are the false teachers of the word of God and they have hypnotized massive sums of people with their seductive dance of man-made righteousness. Furthermore, they ambitiously beguile desperate people into believing they are direct conduits for the voice of God as a means to ensnare them within the tight web of their own dogma, alienating us form our God given biblical message of salvation. These God-seekers become merchandise/chattel, enslaved in servitude to these so-called shepherds for Christ, rather than to the Christ they journey to contemplate and commit. These allegorical dragons then place themselves up on pedestals to be worship in the place of God. It seems apparent that they are, unveiled, offspring of the great dragons of revelation. They have joined themselves with that fallen angel, Lucifer, the father of lies and master of deceptions. As Lucifer did in the beginning, exalting himself about the congregation of God, so do these modern day dragons lift themselves up in the congregation to high and lofty places always twisting the word of God guiding their victims to feel as though questioning them would be analogous to insurrection against God, Himself. In so doing, they place themselves above accountability.

I strongly assert, now is the time to sharpen our weapons to make war against this enemy of our soul. May God be with us, and may our victory be sure. We must be free of the this spiritual darkness that has haunted our every step, depleted us of God’s truth, robbing us of joy and stripping us of our peace of mind, devouring our resources of time to serve the one true living God. Let us don properly these weapons that God has endowed us with, to win this war and face our enemy with a nuclear-type explosion of biblical truth of the actual grace and salvation that Jesus paid for and presented to us as a gift on Calvary.