To my Brother's and sister's of the UPCI and those that have left it.

what I'm going to write to you please listen carefully, my heart is grieved and is grieving because of all landmines that sincere Christians step so easily into, and me being one of them. (((I thought I was saved by what I did instead of what Jesus Christ had done?)))) (((My holiness was generated by ME not by Jesus Christ?))) I had been baptized in Jesus named, I had spoken in tongues of men and angels; I also did not cut my hair for 17 years and wore dresses everywhere I went. But I know now thank GOD, that I'm not saved by the length of my hair or the clothes that I wear, it's not the name that invoked over me by the preacher that saves me but it's my heart cry to the savior to save me, that saved me.Yes you can speak the tongues of men and angels, but if you don't have love for my fellow men and women our religion is just like all the heathens, you can smash idols but whole on to our own idol of self made holiness and works of our flesh, When Jesus Christ came to this earth the religious leaders knew the law and kept it very well, but missed HIM ((((JESUS)))) completely.

It's funny I have stated "WE have the truth" I thought I was right and everybody else was wrong, there is a scripture that states he that thinks he stands beware lest he fall, also there is a way that seem right onto the man but the end is death. I once was so sure of my way or the highway, but I see how wrong I was in my spirit.

Today I thank Jesus every day for his love, compassion, gentleness, meekness, for those that truly represent him represent him in these ways. Jesus Christ is a gentleman, he did not come preaching hellfire and damnation, but he want everyone to know "I love you and I'm willing to pay whatever price I have to make a way for you." No wonder they killed him was completely out-of-the-box. If I would have lived in that time of Christ what would I have embrace Him or kill Him? I don't see that it's the knowledge of the scriptures that was my error but in the un-Christ-like spirit that I had manifest. Hey the devil knows there's one God he's not a Trinitarian Buthe's still a devil and what made him one was his PRIDE.